Sunday, March 30, 2003
urghh.
guess what i just found out?
my imbecile of a bro has deleted all my files
im like an inch from murdering that bloomin' idiot.
-screams-
all my beloved files,
gone
yes. my edison chen ones too
-growls-
neahs. no point grumbling
im off to kill tht creature
>:(
edison chen: "Few days ago, I reviewed my notebook from high school. I found that people once asked me, 'Twenty years from now, what do you wanna be?' I said, 'good father with a good wife, two kids and a dog in a happy house.' I want to be a good person and a good father."
aww. so sweet :)
-melts-
...and where is clare when i need her??!
well~ her edison chen mtvs anyways.
-sulks-
i never thought ill ever say this,
but i
really wanna go back to school
been bored outta my mind.
and ive just been eating...eating...
and...eating again.
bleahs.
lee the human blimp.
:(
edison chen is so HOT
-squeals excitedly-
*muahs
love ya clare :)
urghh.
so much for happiness.
its gonna eat into our june hols mann.
i should have known
and we wont even be allowed out of our houses.
arghh.
im a prisoner in my own home.
ah. woe betide me. woe~
-dramatic sigh-
no school till next friday!!!
-bounces around happily-
:)
j wants to see my mom =X
oh no oh no oh no oh no
i mean, im certainly not a stranger to situations where teachers have that overwhelming need to have a [lil talk] with my parents.
but i swear, this is the first time where i have no idea why.
what.
do i really have a severe attitude problem?
if so, why dont i know?
bleahs.
if only she would tell me.
imagine the uncertainty.
and i was the
only person in class she said that to.
seriously.
what did i do?
i mean, yeahh. there was that belt thing
but there were others with me too.
what else?
hmm...unless...
-looks around suspiciously-
shes read my blog?!
oh no.
serious cause for worry.
urghh.
i suddenly wish i was one of those down with sars
=X
the first day of school!
ive survived through it :)
-applause-
they've changed our places though.
bleahs.
well, at least for the first time in say...2 years? i listened in class.
what an accomplishment.
hehh.
promised myself i wouldnt go out so much anymore.
today's the last day.
i promise :)
bought really nice things though.
-looks at yi-
fine im gloating.
but whee, i love my stuff.
and i love audd.
aww. still feeling that huge rush of love
-winks-
hahas.
ahh.. two weeks.
two glorious weeks.
-beams-
i declare this march hols a complete failure.
in fact, i declare this entire year a complete failure.
the year 2003 shuldnt exist.
arghh.
its already fri
the deadening march hols are ending
and the even more deadening school is starting.
urghh.
makes you wanna bury ureself underground and never come out doesnt it?
at times like this,
i thank god for the existence of edison chen.
he makes my life worth living.
hehh.
that was stupid.
everyone, just ignore me.
im just rambling incoherently.
-sighs-
how i wish i was in hk now
-sighs-
still annoyed by the fact that i cant pronounce canto words.
ive always sucked at tongue twisters :(
really love tht song.
pissing me off tht i cant pronounce the lyrics
life is so tragical
haix
bleahs.
nobody's gonna believe this,
but im desperately tryin' to learn canto.
its a wonder those hongkongers can [curl] their tongue so much to get the correct pronunciation.
i am absolutely hopeless at it.
urghh.
its a
very bad idea to like someone who speaks a language you would never be able to master.
trust me.
i should know :(
the march hols at last.
and we can just count on the school to even make holidays suck.
i really have to hand it to them
-shakes head in disbelief-
fluid fusion is such a waste of time.
and it deprives me of my beauty sleep.
a criminal offence, i tell you
-growls-
today was perfect. hahas
yeahh, i mean it. totally, completely perfect.
whee.
there was no lessons for one cos' we had todo up our stalls for tommorrow.
but of course, me being me,
i just slacked all the way.
how lovely :)
literally spent my whole day just sitting around.
walked around a little too with audd.
man.
she was hyper today.
and really happy too. -wrinkles eyebrows-
wierdd.
hmm. but they moved our stall to the carpark.
we had such a nice space in the bball court and they took it away -frowns-
we're doing some bball thing.
-sceptical-
the hoop is
sad
looks like its gonna fall into pieces any moment. tsk
still, tommorrow's gonna be great -beams-
i can feel it :)
hehh. today was a brilliantly interesting day :)
we [confronted] a.s
so cute. hahas.
all of us were surrounding her and the look on her face was priceless.
looking from one face to another.
eyes getting bigger and bigger
in other words, she was absolutely terrified.
no reason to really.
we're such nice people :)
hmm. but she burst into tears halfway through.
-oOops-
ba. we were only tryin to settle everything nicely
and her cousin was the aggressor anyways.
if anyone shuld cry, its us right?
...hahas. ookays. maybe not
but well, we were remarkably kind to her.
such self-restraint. hehe
-yawns- tired.
school was really stupid. bleahs.
was colouring the fliers like nobody's business.
hehh. all those ink made my hands look very severely injured :)
clare's had more colour. but mine looked...well.. painful. hahas
went to orchard after school with clare and tiff.
tiff wanted to get wire for her spider legs (eww..)
clare wanted to get her grandma somethin'.
i was just.. accompanying them as ive got nuthin better to do.
oh well. -shruggs-
whee. the funfair's coming!
hehh. hard to believe, but im actually anticipating its arrival.
it sounds like its gonna be damn fun. hee
..and the march hols are coming too.
cant wait.
when will this week end?
-groans-
wheexX. just managed to haul the comp away from my bro's evil clutches
-winks-
heh. life seems so much happier now.
yupps. the march hols are coming! :)
finally got my new phone. lala
hehs. got back my logg test today.
got 4/30.
how nice. i expected lower.
whee. gonna meet audd later. hehs
just killing time now. yupps :)
ba. still have that darn narrative to do.
i loathe english. urghh.
its taking up too much time than its worth.
bleahs.
and to think i used to really like that repulsive subject.
at least that was when i actually
passed my tests.
but now that im failing,
due to an extremely undesirable individual who shall remain unacknowledged in my thoughts,
i absolutely detest the subject. -scowls-
alright.. being a brat. hahas
its official.
my bro's comp hates me.
heck. all comps hate me.
they never seem to work when im using them.
and finally when i give up trying to make them work, and someone takes over,
then voila! the thing starts working like a dream
the injustice i suffer -shakes head sadly-
why cant my links show?
why???
wahas.
sinking into serious depression :(
why cant things work for once and make my life easier?
arghh
saw yy at heeren today :)
heh we were all so excited.
...but seriously, dont see what's all the fusses about.
the girl doesnt look all that special -shruggs-
clare looks better. yupps
a unanimous decision.
never expected her to be her thou.
its fate i tell you -silly grinn-
she has quite a forgettable face thou.
ive already lost that image of her face.
cant recall anything but that shiny brown mane of her's
now,
that is what i call nice hair
ohh. and clare smooched my other cheek
my poor assaulted face.
-wails-
my links dont work again -sulks-
its like they'll be there at times,
and the other times they just dissappear.
what on earth is happenin' ?
bleahs.
have chinese and logg test tommorrow.
im definitely failing :(
hais. life isnt worth living
i mean, why logg?
is it ever gonna be needed?
whats the point of its existence?
the people who thought up all those unpronounceable topics in add. math really have nuthin' better to do in their life.
they should really start watching tv or somethin'...
ahh. 'lixxies' changed her blog.
might as well
all those incriminating evidence. heh
wheexX. home sick today :)
got dizzy spells..
just another of my wierd reactions to extreme heat, i guess.
but who cares about the cause really?
what really matters is that im home now while the others are in school. hahas
yupps. im gloating :)
my links are pissing me off.
they wont show no matter what i do. urghh
went to sentosa today.
it was absolutely scorching.
has decided that i loathe tht place.
and we had to sit on the pavement under that relentless sun.
was like sitting on a goddamned barbeque pit. arghh
and my face is now a lovely bright red.
...think im sun-burned :(
hmm. i was gonna devote this entire thing to complaining about a particular someone who forced me to tighten my belt even when it was so tight i looked like a dumpling.
only im so tired i cant think of any adjectives except 'armadillo face'
not very insulting.
and she failed me for english today.
for the first time in my life, i failed english, and she's the cause of it
gets me boiling thinking of it.
that disgusting,
detestable,
repulsive,
repugnant,
loathesome,
obscene... creature
aarghh >:(
hmmms. just got back from math tuition.
tired :(
today was lousy.
logg test was unbelievably... well... unbelievable
spent the first 5 mins guessing the true/false questions and desperately trying to copy frm clare
saw the other questions and happily spent the next 25 mins decorating my table :)
hehs. its one pretty table now. yupps
but still...logg shuld be banned
i hope the imbecile who invented it is burning in hell now -scowls evilly-
ba. got screwed by jacob today for my belt.
had to re-sew the damn thing.
and hello? do i look like the sort who can even hold a needle properly?
and worst of all, i forgot where the home econs room was.
how stupid eh?
and we had to stay back about almost an hour for physics.
bleahs. [piss]ifying*
well, at leats i got to see elizabeth's "wolfie"
hahas. think we scared the guy.
there was such a big group of us :)
and he went into hiding for a while didnt he?
we must have been quite intimidating huh?
lol.
bleahs. just had fluid fusion.
again
that china instructor sucks :(
ya knw wht? lets all gang up and stick a nail in her -growls-
kindda obvious shes picking on us.
and she still sounded so self-righteous. -rolls eyes-
hmm.heard certain undesirable things today.
shall not elaborate -disgusted-
-yawns-
tired. still have tuition later. ba
and theres still a ss test tommorrow.
stress. hais
this is badd.
im having a pimple epidemic.
urghh.
die zits! DIE!!!!! -roars-
hahas. okay. over reacting :(
wahas. havent done my historical narrative yet
when does inspiration plan to strike me?
cos' im waiting....
supposed to write it yonks ago.
bleahs. im such a procrastinator.
life is so tragical. :(
-yawns- tired.
went to the zoo with chanelles.
wheexX. was damn fun. hahas
per was so cute -grinns-
im never gonna forget that sincere mehh[ing] she gave to extend her friendship to the goats.
priceless.
heh. had the time of my life today :)
ohh. clare planted a huge kiss on my cheek.
got the shock of my life. hahas
clare: you shuld plant that kiss on
someone who would treasure it more -winks-
