my dratted tamagotchi doesnt wanna wake up ):
i wanna see how it looks like now !!
all i see is that it's sprouted spiky hair.
stupid LAZY thing -grumbles.

LEE 2:38 AM
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home sick.
the weather's good though.
nothing makes me happier than a good rain in dratted singapore.
i should be studying, i know.
but i can't get down to it.
i'm cursed.
the guilt is quite something to deal with.
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trying to distract myself with Titanic
i feel like a little kid in primary school again (:
im quite obsessed now.
and my trusty tape has finally failed.
OKAY, don't start wondering why its a tape and not vcds
i was a kid. tapes were cheaper.
yes, i financed everyone of my buys during my Titanic obsession.
oh, those were the days.
OEii PHOON !! haha, tell me you still have those two grey files?
i wanna see them again ! (:
darn, i really wanna watch the show nownowNOW.
dratted tape -glares.
i miss Titanic.
Jack Dawson ..
how lovely those days were.
haha.
anymore, and i'm gonna start sobbing.
oh well, whatever it is,
i'm starting to like blonde hair a lot more now.
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yipes.
something tells me i should get down to physics soon.
i can already see the miserable single digit mark ):

LEE 5:36 AM
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at esplanade last night for 'Hello Broadway!'
it was fantabulous (:
i could move to broadway and watch them all day.
almost forgot about 'em listening marks then.
it's all back to reality now though.
oh well.

LEE 6:53 AM
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wish i was dead.
ever feel like you could never be happy again?
i'm just sadsadSAD.
reading past entries and wondering how i could have been so happy.
and no, i'm not being theatrical here.
amazing how i was so surprisingly placid a few hours ago.
maybe the fact that i just completely screwed my chinese Os up is finally sinking in.
i wish the chinese Os had never happened.
fact is, i wish i didn't have the Os this year.
i'm not ready for it.
gonna screw everything up like i did for chinese.
why is it that when i take things for granted, everything turns out fine.
but when it actually means something, everything just screws itself up.
maybe i just shouldn't care at all.
just not bother?
ugh. i hate days like this when everything seems so hopeless.
i'm scared ):

LEE 9:16 AM
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charlotte's blog's the mjost hilarious thing ever, i swear.
if ever you feel down, read it (:
never fails to cheer me up.
and i need it especially after the disastrous listening.
which, i have scored the lowest score i've ever had in all my listening paper history.
i wonder if its the exam jitters,
or if im just plain stupid ):
at least i have a nicer prelim score.
if things go as i want them to,
my prelim score is all i need.
oh PLEASE let me go abroad.

GOD has forsaken me ):
maybe i should become a christian or a catholic or sth.
oh no.
maybe GOD hates me because i'm not a christian.
sheesh.
can't i just be a christian at heart?
-doleful.

LEE 5:57 AM
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