2007 was a lacklustre year and it looks as if it's downhill from here. With each year that passes, I find even less enjoyment in life. Which is made even more pathetic when you take into consideration that my life was never very rosy either. It's like somehow thinking things just haven't yet happened, and waiting; but then at some point you realise this is just it, and it'll always be just this.

This is horrible, it's like thinking that the spring of my life is over before realising that all this time it was actually winter. And it's NEVER GOING TO BE SPRING.

That's the bigger picture done. On a smaller scale, I am very unhappy because I am fat and my hair is disgusting and frizzy. The cruise was boring and the food was lousy which also means that I got even fatter on substandard food. I have no show left to watch where I can try to pretend to myself that life in general can be more fab. I cannot believe that I've wasted... what is it, five years now, submerging in television plots deluding myself that there's more to life. I'm like a fat old marm with half her life over trying to live lives she never had from the television. Drinking and smoking isn't even remotely interesting anymore so I can't even get high to forget my sorrows like I did last year. My life is so shit.

And I want a log cake.

Argh I'm so frustrated I don't even want to continue. This is so cliched. Fuck you all for having fabber lives than me.

LEE 10:26 AM
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omg this healthy living diet thing is not working out.
starvation works so much better
where are my collarbones, my dearly lamented friends?
):

i feel like climbing up a cliff and giving a massive roar.

anyway, i am quite over _____ because of (mostly) ... hahahahahahahaha!!!
this cracks me up so much that i cannot even bring myself to say it
hurr it's really quite funny but it's my little secret :)

my flen clare is damn hapz, i cannot take it haha.

okay actually really not in the habit of blogging anymore since i've taken to just having conversations with myself!
i really really love lindsay lohan but she is not so cute now ever since she came out of rehab and her thighs are looking a bit chubs... GO BACK TO THE DRUGS DARLS.
okay no kidding :)

oh i got my bloodtest results back,
quite pleased that am healthy hahaha
so stupid was worrying about other things showing up but i think drinking water really helps HAHA.

ok mwa mwa mwa mwa i think only you can make me so high pls
am so gay

:D

byebye!!!
-waves hysterically

LEE 3:27 PM
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omg, my father is fucking priceless.

had dinner with my brother's girlfriend and before the event, my brother went around the house warning the family (but namely my dad and i) to not make any bitchy comment about her appearance.
basically, my brother made my dad promise not to mention the words 'aircraft carrier' because that's what my dad said she looked like the first time he saw her photograph.

so my dad promised and was very well-behaved in the first 15minutes.

then,
he turned to esther, smiling winningly, and asked in the kindliest voice ever if she was born with a harelip.

HAHAHA

<3 my father.
only him, man. Only him.

(:

LEE 3:47 PM
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