Wednesday, April 30, 2003
been neglectin' this blog.
oh well...
i should just abandon it.
lala.
today was boring
so wht else is new?
the only 'lesson' tht was actually better was projectwork
if projectwork is actually i lesson, that is.
we just sat around writing the polar bear poem
..or
tried to anyways.
-shruggs-
still under the [home quarantine order] given by father dear :(
cant go out till god knows when.
i wanna go out.
and since fluid fusion's been cancelled due to wretched ol' sars,
its back to ld for me.
whoopie :(
now my fridays will be gone.
and ill be traumatized yet again every friday
got a lit test
plus a math test on friday too
i swear,
friday's fast becomin my favourite day of the week to the most hated one.
sadness :(
and i still want to turn back time.
so that i can change a the ridiculously stupid mistakes i made in the past.
if only...
if only...
...
haix
Saturday, April 26, 2003
Sometimes i wish i could, turn back time. Impossible as it may seem, sometimes i wish i could, so bad..
i have finally decided to blog.
whoopdedoo.
gaaah.
im just gonna rant about whts gonna happen on monday. again
so wht else is new??
im finally actually kinnda happy with my life and along comes something to screw it up.
and i didnt even do it on purpose.
tht's whats eating at me.
at least when i did it on purpose i wouldnt be so sore about my life being disrupted like tht.
-scowls-
this year has sucked.
i get screwed for doing things i didnt do on purpose.
i think im just getting dumber.
yeah.
i shall just sink into invisibility.
from now onwards, i shall be the absolute recluse.
yes.
hopefully i dont get into
more trouble.
bleahs.
i wanna turn back time :(
to last year.
haix
Friday, April 25, 2003
Monday, April 21, 2003
i feel i should update my blog
but i have absolutely nothin' to say
the whole thing's boring :((
life is tragical.
like always.
urghh
Saturday, April 19, 2003
heyy lee!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is tiff.
wheeee cant wait till thurs.
ed chen's bounce with me is insanely cool.
he's like this gangster person.
and got this really cute tattoo
ard his arm!!!!
eeeks.
im going mad.
see ya ard.
ohh and remember to
sign my gbk yahh p1?
loveyalots.
wahas. im sadd.
cant see my pics :(
and my imesh files are still screwed.
and, that goddamned video clip is still downloading
after [2] whole days!!!
wht is wrong with the damn thing??!
-tears hair out-
...
no no no
-sticks hair back-
im already bald enough as it is.
:(
haix.
tht was LAME
im becomin lamer and lamer as the days go by...
urghh
-limps away-
Thursday, April 17, 2003
hahas. read and improve :) -mean- heyys. something REALLY cute happened todayy :)) we were having chinese and da chinese teacher WHATEVER his name is. called ure name and askedd for u to read da passage. then me per and syl told him u were absent. and per was saying u contracted sars. HAHAS =| yeahh. anws. he didnt really believe at first. and he and per cont. talking bout stuff when she mentioned again that u REALLY had sars. haha. and i thinkk he kindda took it ferr real. and was asking why jacobb didnt tell him. hmm. he added in something about adding in private extra lessons for the ones you're gonna miss while recuperating ure uh illness :)) hahas. PLUS he told us that IF u ever came back to school we're supposed to take care of you and give u our full support and not laugh at you or leave you out from group gatherings. we were supp. 2 treat you like u were normal lol. *sees lee explode* :))
hahas. just read wht clare wrote in my gbk
-lee really explodes-
gawd.
the guy is so cute!!
he actually believed i contracted
sars??!!
but [awwwhh] he's so sweet too :)
such a nice teacher.
all teachers should be like tht mann :)
wheexX.
Tuesday, April 15, 2003
today sucked like any other day.
haix.
boring. boring. boring
and during math i started dreaming about skiing.
wierd.
dreaming about myself skiing when i have no idea how to ski
hell. i havent even
seen those skiing equiptment. ever
haix.
must have been the fact that we were studying switzerland in social studies tht made me think of skiing.
ba.
rambling again.
life is so sad.
i hate hate hate hate school
i miss last year :(
-despondent-
Monday, April 14, 2003
urghh
i sound like a insipid airhead
...
noooo
URE NOT SUPPOSED TO AGREE!!!
bah :|
i take back wht i said about missin' school.
i swear.
school absolutely
traumatizes me
the first day of school,
and i already got caught for my belt
-growls-
why me??
its not like my belt was kissin' the floor.
its perfectly fine
a little loose, ill concede
but still, it aint any different then the others!!!
urghh.
the injustice.
just kill me now.
i do NOT want to appear in school anymore.
i hate school
i hate school
i hate school
...
-chants-
alright.
enough of my worthless wishes
have to find stuff on that lousy english
thing
which is due
tomorrow
-growls-
Saturday, April 12, 2003
i think im in love :)
again.
-faints-
i love edison chen
i love cody
i love dms
i love gao xing
ahh.. such love :)
hehhs.
had a veery
interesting [conversation] with tiff last night
lalaxx.
wouldnt you like to know wht we talked about? hahas
just remember tiff,
its
share and share alike
-wink wink-
whee.
alright. dying of boredom once again
this [hols] are ending!
yeeps :)
ive really started to miss school.
yes, yes.
i agree.
i AM going nuts arent it???
haix
-sighs-
ahh
pay no attention to me
im not making sense.
and once again, im just writing to push those ugly things away
baaa.
Friday, April 11, 2003
the boredom is killin' me
urghh.
was just browsing through some sites on [amanda strang]
man.
she is soo pretty
and shes french
talk about nice bloodlines
haix
theres another one for me to want to plastic [surger]ize after
nobody's online!!
where's tiffany??
-looks around-
haix. no where to be found.
waiting for my show to start
ladidums~
alright.
its obvious aint it?
im
bored
come on now, take a break
it's not as bad as you think
i think ure all just trippin'
this always happens to anybody's whos loving someone
so tell truth, call a truce,
take a cruise for fun,
forget about it
now cool down
let it go down,
its about now
take a lie-down,
you may need sometime alone now
its not like this is the end of the world
so you got caught in the swirl,
you'll always find yourself another girl
its not as easy as you say to get away from it
you'll never see the way i feel,
you'll never understand.
you tellin' me that all i need is to have a plan
to keep it real on the deal,
who're you kiddin' man?
ive been around on the block more than you so
quit trying to act like a really smart asshole
and let me say one time on the downlow
you're not me,
dont pretend to know
... just a rap from some song
typed it out in another of my futile attempts to [push]
those ugly picture things down, down and away :)
oooh. i love my gbk
and i love my sister.
ahh~
Wednesday, April 09, 2003
i hate my blog.
i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.
the very sight of it pisses me off.
hell.
the very
thought of it pisses me off.
its so damn ugly.
and i have no idea how to get rid of the damn pictures tht just wont work
-growls-
i shall now have to write like theres no tomorrow just so i can push those ugly things down,
and hopefully,
out of sight
i think its time to change my template.
-nodds grimly-
Saturday, April 05, 2003