Cardiff castle
Wales was amazing.
loads of chillin', loads of cocktails.
might put up more photos in the near future.
(or you could check jos' out)
anyway, sometimes i wish i could be as unapologetically stupid as xiangqin.
to know and accept one's limited capabilities and still to live life insouciantly.
i'm tired of constantly being reminded that if i only bothered i would do better.
one day, i would really like to know what it's like to know i couldn't have done all that anyway.
life would be so much easier.
some days when i think about it,
it really seems like my life is over.
i'm done being emo about that, but it's the truth.
i cannot envision what i am to do, nor even what i would like happen.
it's just shit. my life is shite.
but for now, what i would really need is a sense of urgency.
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